fuccck…i am so frustrated. i dont know if i want to cry, scream, cut, run, get totally trashed or fight. im sick of living a lie. the facade i put up to protect myself is cracking. someone help please…i need a friend. i need to tell someone everything.:(
i know my blog looks real crappy at the moment. Im trying real hard to look for the perfect themd. Can anyone help please?
I’ve recently received this job offer, the pay is so good that for the amount of hours i’d have to put into it makes it seem like a scam…
i have trust issues.
i have lost the ability to love.
i am broken.
i am a victim of abuse.
regardless of how.
i am mentally and emotionally scarred.
I come across something that was a whole lot of bullshit. Apparently being myself around people has come across as being “fake love” and that i should just leave, im a demanding cunt and want everything my way. Firstly, fuck you! If only your friends & family new what kind of a lieing little bullshitter you are then you would have no one but me. Im sick of people thinking theyre better than me. For fucksakes, if your so called “father in law” came into your room for the past three years feeling you up, fucking restraining you and doing shit the cunt knows he shouldnt be doing then by all means be the bitch you are. Fuck keep telling your family im useless. I dont give a flying fuck. Ive asked for help, did i receive it? No, so fuck your mouth up cunt! Imma fucken kill you!
i still want to kill you.
I told someone I wanted to visit these places all over the world. I thought they were extravagant, beautiful and natural wonders of the world. All that person could see was the negative things about those places. Highly offended by there comments that should’ve stayed in there head, I changed my mind about ever voicing my dreams and aspirations. I thought it would be great to finally tell someone what I really wanted to do with myself. But that all changed in a matter of seconds. I think judging from that conversation, I’ll keep everything to tumblr now. x